Insanity

"The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." - Albert Einstein


I've apparently been insane most of my life...  Well, guess what!  It's finally time to stop the insanity!  To stop laboring over the same doubts and expectations while hoping for some miraculous "change" to occur.  I must stop circling the base of the mountain while merely contemplating the journey to the pinnacle.  I must CLIMB the mountain if I ever want to get to the top. 


This is quite a daunting task for me.  For, to reach the pinnacle, I must face my fears, my doubts, ... myself.  I must confront the mistakes I've made, the fear of the mistakes I will make in the future, and where I am today.  In doing so, I've learned that I have gained so much wisdom.  Some of my mistakes have been quite painful, but they have helped to create the person I am today.  As for mistakes in the future, I choose to now look at them as a chance for personal growth.  To show myself the true strength of my character.  As for the person I am today.  I'm learning to accept her.  To be kinder to her.  To appreciate all that she is and can be.  To love myself for who I am...